Imagine a sharp silence travelling through your brain and your brain incapable of understanding it wrecks itself and pushes it to your heart, the silence makes your heart with veins and arteries experiences an unusal cramp which tears itself into pieces and make it flow all over your body with the broken peices and blood, keeping you disoriented and disable. That sharp silence is called pain, a feeling like no other and a suffering of a kind. Pain is not just any feeling that you can talk about or explain very easily. An entity of default hitch elating us into the dark zone of terror and infinite amount of wet eyes. It takes a lot of courage and determination to make it to the other end when you are suffering, yet it is the only feeling which will teach you important and crucial things in your life. No matter what masks we wear, no matter where we hide, no matter who is with us, one feeling which is inevitable is pain. One thing i would suggest not doing during the pain is to make promises which will later send us into the oblivion of gloom. Relax, cry it off, put it down, stand up again on your own and walk with you held held high assuring yourself that you have learnt a thing or two in your life.
There are things that haunt me every night It's Holding my heart too tight What I did to u is not right I came up to you and I Apologized like I am bright. U didn't put up a fight, aren't you a delight Do I even deserve you carrying all this dead weight This all feels like i am a demon down right I know I cannot make it up to you through dinner with candle light But u kept saying everything is gonna be alright Making me float like I m feather so light. Do I deserve you I m carrying a dead weight I am not gonna give up on us for you are my flash light I ll never let u go, never let u down, I ll be your knight We will dance all night under the moon light. I am gonna ask you one last time with all my might Please answer me damn straight like a spotlight Do I deserve you?, I promise I ll not be your dead weight If you say no I don't have a fore sight But darling if u say yes we will be twilight. ...

Superb sir
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ReplyDeleteOh my gosh.....i understand ur pain sir .... By the way u written it... Hats off
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