Letter to my Valentine

There are things that haunt me every night
It's Holding my heart too tight
What I did to u is not right
I came up to you and I Apologized like I am bright.
U didn't put up a fight, aren't you a delight 

Do I even deserve you carrying all this dead weight 

This all feels like i am a demon down right 

I know I cannot make it up to you through dinner with candle light
But u kept saying everything is gonna be alright
Making me float like I m feather so light.

Do I deserve you I m carrying a dead weight
I am not gonna give up on us for you are my flash light
I ll never let u go, never let u down, I ll be your knight
We will dance all night under the moon light.
I am gonna ask you one last time with all my might
Please answer me damn straight like a spotlight
Do I deserve you?, I promise I ll not be your dead weight
If you say no I don't have a fore sight
But darling if u say yes we will be twilight.

                                                                                            - #loopedthoughts